Banging my head

Banging my head on the wall

Hoping that this sound will last

Because the words that you left behind

They never left my ears and it’s drilling inside my head.

Chills traveling down my spine,

I gave you my heart and you broke it in half

Drowned one half in the ocean of words

And burned the other in the flame of hate.

I feel weak after you’ve left

I thought you to be true, more true

Than the light the sun holds.

And actually you didn’t leave

I pushed you out and

I used up all my strength for that.

Now I’m weak but I know this weakness

Will make me strong.

Banging in the same place repeatedly

Will make you numb but

In the ravages of time the cells will die

And new fresh ones will replace them.

New ones which could feel the pain

The same pain which I feels right now.

Then again the lesson you’ve taught me now

Will forever stay and thereby making me

Less vulnerable to pain, in the future that’s to come.



24/11/18 ยฉ The Rendezvous Club

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67 thoughts on “Banging my head

  1. HELLO MY___ ๐ŸŒบDEAR๐Ÿด

    ๐Ÿ‰ VERY NICE ONE..

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  2. Each and every line is so deep… It proves pain can be beautiful..๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘
    Sometimes when you read something like this and can relate…
    it confuses you whether to be happy or feel pity about it.

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  3. Does it really happen all the time? Does it? It does at times. The pain burns us clear for freash leaves to bloom. But not all burns heal. Do they?
    However, the hope is the strength, the courage to face head on rather than try to escape, for there is nowhere to escape. And that, my friend, is beaitifully portrayed.

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