And just like that I stopped feeling everything
All the pain, the dirt in the eyes
The blood in the mouth, that itching sore
It all stopped while I was staring at
That dusty white wall adorned with
Calendars of years that passed by,
Years forgotten, and years that stayed
Years which disagreed to go away.
It just stopped just like that
While air struggled to escape through
The hole in my face because
I pulled back more than what escaped.
I could still move, still trip, still fall
Hurt in places which I never even knew I had,
But I just don’t feel, and
I don’t know how to react to this,
Is it making me less of a human.
Its either that I don’t feel no more or
I’m feeling more than what I should.
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