One day I’ll die and you won’t even know,
What I’ve been through.
I’ll just be a smear of black paint in the wide space,
Unseen by the eyes.
I’ll never see a star nor be one, I’ve never shined,
Not even once.
I’ll never be good, good enough, enough now,
Now it’s time to die.
I did try hard, to stay alive, I tried to breathe,
As hard as I can.
But the air got stuck in the vortex in between,
my mind and heart.
And tears lodged my lungs making it unbearable for me,
To carry on any further.
So one day, I’ll die, let that be now,
Why not now.
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