Let that be now

One day I’ll die and you won’t even know,

What I’ve been through.

I’ll just be a smear of black paint in the wide space,

Unseen by the eyes.

I’ll never see a star nor be one, I’ve never shined,

Not even once.

I’ll never be good, good enough, enough now,

Now it’s time to die.

I did try hard, to stay alive, I tried to breathe,

As hard as I can.

But the air got stuck in the vortex in between,

my mind and heart.

And tears lodged my lungs making it unbearable for me,

To carry on any further.

So one day, I’ll die, let that be now,

Why not now.



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69 thoughts on “Let that be now

  1. Hey Adi, what’s wrong? You can mail me you know? Maybe I can help, it does feel good to talk to someone. Don’t forget there is always light after darkness. Just give tye time a chance. Don’t rush things. You might be heartbroken now, but have you thought how you’ll be feeling this time next year? Things change. Don’t worry, everything will be ok.

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  2. I agree with Novus there is always light after darkness. There is light at the end of every tunnel. I have been there and now I look forward to sunshine in my life everyday. Love yourself, you are worth it πŸ™‚ xx

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